older entries
04-11-07 - -
03-01-07 - false fair friends
02-23-07 - update
02-18-07 - myspace reflections
02-11-07 - Be Without You
02-04-07 - my kitchen stinks
02-01-07 - -
01-25-07 - uh, don't know what to do
01-24-07 - teaching
01-22-07 - great visit
12-08-06 - that's all for now
11-29-06 - i was laid off
11-29-06 - laid off
11-14-06 - the best thing that has happened in a looooong time
11-09-06 - relaxing
10-17-06 - betty crocker style
09-28-06 - -
09-06-06 - I hate breaking up
08-22-06 - Inspiration in the Inbox
08-15-06 - mono???
08-10-06 - a long entry that is not about mono
08-02-06 - really really sick
07-27-06 - Am I causing drama?
07-16-06 - How do you know?
07-11-06 - feeling better
07-02-06 - I'm not afraid
06-27-06 - 1 mo. later
05-25-06 - -
05-06-06 - We'll be fine
04-18-06 - toxic
04-06-06 - -
02-17-06 - too old for this, perhaps
01-27-06 - 2 problems
01-24-06 - mouse
01-20-06 - The astrology websites have spoken
01-11-06 - I'm good.
01-10-06 - it's hard to be so open
12-21-05 - peace out NYC
12-20-05 - it hurts so bad
12-17-05 - FINALLY (only appears in all caps in this entry)
12-12-05 - Refugee
12-12-05 - i heart my roommates
12-02-05 - I've pressed the pause button on my life...
11-27-05 - end of the break
11-25-05 - mica
11-18-05 - i really need your help, my alcoholic friends
11-18-05 - so happy.
11-16-05 - oh!
11-15-05 - someone thinks she is 11 years old
11-14-05 - -
11-14-05 - Feeling better
11-13-05 - help
11-13-05 - lovesick
11-10-05 - *
11-09-05 - two updates in one night (who am I?)
11-09-05 - stressed
11-07-05 - Fucking G!
11-01-05 - I don't have any real problems right now
10-31-05 - Carbon Leaf Lyrics (What about Everything)
10-31-05 - Carbon Leaf Lyrics (What about Everything)
10-27-05 - bitch damn crap
10-19-05 - and it ends w/a plea for marriage
10-11-05 - next time
10-09-05 - hard knock life
10-07-05 - -
10-06-05 - boo IM
11-02-05 - -
10-30-05 - -
10-27-05 - -
09-26-05 - You're short
09-25-05 - ??
09-23-05 - dream
09-23-05 - updating like crazy
09-23-05 - cheap trick
09-22-05 - -
09-20-05 - boring update
09-16-05 - letters i'll never send (w/fake initials)
09-15-05 - i have to go to school
09-13-05 - so tired
09-12-05 - 21
09-08-05 - I'm awake, hence an entry as proof
09-07-05 - ahhhhh
09-04-05 - -
09-04-05 - Harlem
08-31-05 - fall 05
08-18-05 - 3 in 1 nite
08-17-05 - emily's song
08-17-05 - liberal motherfuckers (but not really)
08-17-05 - liberal motherfuckers (but not really)
08-17-05 - -
08-15-05 - ken's trip
08-10-05 - maybe this will post
08-08-05 - maybe it is mono?
08-01-05 - msg to vange
08-01-05 - v - don't read this update, cause it talks about ken
06-03-05 - -
06-02-05 - bye
06-02-05 - be someone
05-31-05 - -
05-29-05 - i hate you so much right now
05-26-05 - in the morning
05-25-05 - who else would say 'major literary ass?'
05-24-05 - sick and teaching evals
05-23-05 - -
05-23-05 - :)
05-17-05 - eye
05-17-05 - eye
05-17-05 - still depressed
05-16-05 - stakes
05-11-05 - argh
05-11-05 - ps. leave me alone
05-11-05 - i'm listening to john legend right now
05-11-05 - 2002-2005
05-08-05 - Heaven
05-07-05 - disjointed
05-02-05 - I hate u so much right now
05-02-05 - Ugh. Blah. Shit. Fuck. Crap. Etc.
05-01-05 - orgy list
05-01-05 - done
05-01-05 - i'm never going to brooklyn again (or queens)
04-29-05 - strangers w/candy movie...oh yes
04-29-05 - quiz results
04-29-05 - quiz results
04-28-05 - reasons to feel bad
04-26-05 - isn't it pretty?
04-24-05 - 2
04-24-05 - so lost and so long
04-22-05 - fuck
04-21-05 - mind trippin
04-21-05 - quick and dull
04-18-05 - good day
04-17-05 - i need help
04-12-05 - Joseph
04-10-05 - blah
04-08-05 - unmellow yellow
04-07-05 - boo to internet
04-07-05 - Hey Pussy!
04-07-05 - Hey Pussy!
04-04-05 - don't look back in anger
03-31-05 - song list
03-31-05 - song list
03-29-05 - word
03-28-05 - when will i get enough sleep?
03-27-05 - suck it
03-13-05 - y
03-11-05 - Weeeeeeeeeeeird
03-01-05 - lame day x2
02-28-05 - lame day
02-25-05 - -
02-18-05 - And enjoy the play
02-18-05 - And enjoy the play
02-08-05 - How much time can one kill by updating a diary?
02-08-05 - -
02-06-05 - sex dreams
01-30-05 - still a saint
01-24-05 - you got it...but do i really want it?
01-24-05 - you got it...but do i really want it?
01-23-05 - -
01-20-05 - -
12-28-04 - -
12-19-04 - sponsor a soldier--their lives are harder than ours and you know it
12-16-04 - more apologies
12-13-04 - goth
12-13-04 - the best e-mail
12-11-04 - RATM
12-09-04 - partie deux
12-07-04 - Hell has frozen over
12-06-04 - I suck
12-06-04 - I suck
11-28-04 - cause we're ordinary people
11-27-04 - good break
11-23-04 - India and the such
11-17-04 - living w/a crazy person was the biggest mistake of my life (and i've dated some really weird people so that's saying something)
11-14-04 - stupid decision
11-11-04 - we have pulled down the stars to our will
11-09-04 - 31 rambling statements
11-09-04 - Nothing is Lost
11-04-04 - continued post-election displeasure
11-03-04 - Republicans- stop acting like you don't like getting your dicks sucked too
11-03-04 - we ALL saw it coming, but I'm still sad
11-02-04 - vote. everyone's doing it. like pot, only this is more scandalous
11-01-04 - great weekend
11-01-04 - great weekend
11-01-04 - great weekend
10-27-04 - quickie...it's all good in the hood, yo
10-27-04 - quickie...it's all good in the hood, yo
10-27-04 - quickie...it's all good in the hood, yo
10-26-04 - pain
10-25-04 - dead leaves and the dirty ground
10-25-04 - dead leaves and the dirty ground
10-24-04 - I never meant to hurt you, I never meant to lie
10-24-04 - I never meant to hurt you, I never meant to lie
10-06-04 - crap
10-05-04 - hectic
09-23-04 - Why I love Harlem World
09-21-04 - update from the 20 year old me
08-09-04 - -
08-05-04 - -
07-26-04 - -
07-15-04 - updated
07-10-04 - hola emily
06-10-04 - -
05-27-04 - -
05-17-04 - -
05-16-04 - -
05-04-04 - -
05-04-04 - -
05-03-04 - -
05-02-04 - -
05-01-04 - All you need is love
04-30-04 - -
04-27-04 - -
04-26-04 - -
04-25-04 - sick
04-24-04 - --
04-23-04 - -
04-23-04 - -
04-20-04 - -
04-20-04 - -
04-22-04 - -
04-14-04 - -
04-12-04 - I quit hardcore.
04-03-04 - Nice Night
03-31-04 - Bitch
03-30-04 - long rambling entry from the library w/love
03-29-04 - -
03-23-04 - Lyrics
03-19-04 - -
03-15-04 - Good Enough for Now
03-12-04 - Done for now cause I gots to go
03-11-04 - Updating daily, so it seems
03-10-04 - Roommate Drama
03-09-04 - Life gets weird when your heroes start killing themselves
03-04-04 - Today
03-03-04 - I'm on strike
03-02-04 - For Real
03-01-04 - i'm still sleepy
02-26-04 - Thanks Melissa
02-25-04 - kitten mittens
02-25-04 - i heart directing (or assistant directing)
02-23-04 - -
02-22-04 - -
02-22-04 - In a talking mood but lacking a listener
02-21-04 - good night
02-19-04 - 7.2
02-19-04 - 7
02-17-04 - eyeballs
02-16-04 - K
02-15-04 - Love Survey
02-15-04 - doctor's letter
02-11-04 - Good Mood
02-09-04 - I just wanted the last entry to not be the thing that pops up when you type in the url
02-08-04 - I'm just a girl
02-08-04 - -
02-07-04 - I gotta clean my room
02-05-04 - Good (dull) Night
02-02-04 - I love New York
02-01-04 - Life works out
01-29-04 - Found something while cleaning, wanted to post it so I could throw out the actual paper. Word.
01-29-04 - I lost the real entry, so this is my conclusion
01-26-04 - You never completely get used to the blood
01-23-04 - I'm a bitch
01-23-04 - boring ol' update
01-22-04 - I want to laugh
01-21-04 - wanting to cry
01-17-04 - Family-ish appreciation
01-15-04 - -
01-14-04 - Year in Review
01-14-04 - -
01-12-04 - I'll finish this later, again
01-11-04 - finish this later...
01-09-04 - I'm tired
01-07-04 - -
01-05-04 - Happy New Year
12-24-03 - everything has changed
12-24-03 - Everything has changed
12-23-03 - Relief
12-22-03 - Triumphs
12-15-03 - my therapist hadn't heard of snl
12-14-03 - I'm tired because last night kicked ass
12-12-03 - Tradition
12-10-03 - Drama (for the first time in a long time)
12-08-03 - I'm sleeping
12-07-03 - Buddha Day :)
12-02-03 - pictures
11-30-03 - Howard Dean
11-29-03 - Thanksgiving
11-20-03 - Long Update (I need sleep!!)
11-17-03 - I'm so tired
11-09-03 - Potentially Evil, Gossipy Entry
11-08-03 - That's it for now
11-05-03 - I figured it out
10-22-03 - When do you let go?
10-22-03 - I'm sick
10-19-03 - I need a job, but I don't want one
10-12-03 - Response to someone else's diary
10-09-03 - Made of Glass
10-09-03 - Blocked
10-06-03 - Update
09-27-03 - Heavy
09-26-03 - Buddhist Bible
09-26-03 - UPDATE
09-19-03 - I am a little crazy
09-15-03 - Grrr, roommates
09-12-03 - Rambling, like always
09-09-03 - Bad Mood
09-06-03 - Happiness is Obnoxious (so I apologize for mine)
09-03-03 - sorta update
08-27-03 - I wish I could say more
08-22-03 - Camp
08-18-03 - Summer is Over
08-17-03 - Update
08-13-03 - Thankful, Really
08-09-03 - I have a headache
08-06-03 - I like....
08-04-03 - Why did I do it?
08-04-03 - I talked to J-zizzle
08-03-03 - LOP 2
07-28-03 - Melissa, Melissa, Melissa!
07-27-03 - I got dishes!!
07-26-03 - stupid newspaper
07-23-03 - I've convinced myself that updating the diary is a good cause, far more important than writing my motherfucking paper.
07-21-03 - BLAH
07-20-03 - Dad/Meanie
07-17-03 - Bessie Smith is a good Blues Singer
07-16-03 - -
07-11-03 - Ugh, it happened
07-06-03 - I cry too much
07-05-03 - 4th recap
07-01-03 - 2 months
06-30-03 - Half-awake pre-work ramble
06-28-03 - I'm sorry
06-27-03 - Happy
06-25-03 - Fuck, I hate him
06-22-03 - David
06-18-03 - There's no place like home
06-11-03 - Pointless
06-10-03 - Ramblings
06-09-03 - I'll be poor for YEARS
06-08-03 - I saw Lisa/Cel Seven's final show
06-06-03 - Blah
06-02-03 - Damn
06-01-03 - I like opera
05-31-03 - My Dad helped
05-31-03 - Goodbye to You
05-30-03 - B-I-T-C-H
05-28-03 - Off Day
05-26-03 - This is boring
05-23-03 - Shut up, it makes sense in my head
05-23-03 - crazy insane or insane crazy?
05-20-03 - work
05-20-03 - I'm not the stay-at-home Mom type
05-17-03 - Life is suffering
05-17-03 - I quit
05-15-03 - Cold/Flu
05-13-03 - So bad
05-13-03 - -
05-12-03 - -
05-11-03 - you're making me dizzy
05-11-03 - -
05-11-03 - It's true.
05-10-03 - Misunderstood
05-09-03 - Today is my last day of work. It is a good day.
05-07-03 - I want to heal
05-07-03 - Carrie's Nightmare
05-07-03 - The Pink music has got to go
05-06-03 - Life feels good
05-05-03 - BT Rocks!!! (Can a DJ rock?)
05-05-03 - The happiest day of my life...will be when I stop hearing Janell sing
05-04-03 - It becomes a reflection at the end
05-04-03 - Cry Me a River
05-04-03 - Bad Mood/Moldy Bread/Idiot Boyfriend/Patience
05-03-03 - New layout!!
05-03-03 - test
05-03-03 - Am I funny?
05-02-03 - -
05-01-03 - -
04-29-03 - Patience
04-28-03 - poetry class improved my mood
04-28-03 - I suck
04-27-03 - -
04-27-03 - -
04-27-03 - -
04-26-03 - Maybe you'll be lucky and score some dry grass
04-25-03 - -
04-25-03 - A bus and a redhead
04-23-03 - Alex said, "rambling is your tactic"
04-23-03 - The weekend helped
04-22-03 - Success
04-21-03 - Luck and that shiznit
04-19-03 - What's up with that?
04-17-03 - -
04-15-03 - Plans Change
04-14-03 - -
04-14-03 - -
04-13-03 - -
04-12-03 - -
04-12-03 - TOO SHORT!!
04-11-03 - Rain Sucks
04-10-03 - Grrr, health insurance
04-10-03 - Life can rock sometimes
04-09-03 - Yesterday's Entry
04-09-03 - I've made the decision to be happy
04-06-03 - Relationships are hard
04-06-03 - Boring
04-04-03 - -
04-03-03 - dinner party
04-01-03 - -
03-30-03 - -
03-29-03 - Boys
03-28-03 - UTI
03-28-03 - -
03-26-03 - mac and cheese
03-26-03 - Waitressing Job
03-24-03 - SB Update
03-21-03 - Joseph
03-21-03 - Poem 2
03-21-03 - Poem
03-21-03 - Deleted Files Series
03-14-03 - I love Alex
03-13-03 - -
03-11-03 - emotionally empty e-mail inbox
03-10-03 - I had a lot to say
03-08-03 - Conclusion to Previous Entry
03-06-03 - It's over
03-05-03 - JEALOUSY
03-02-03 - Quickie
02-27-03 - Maybe Getting Sick...def going to MD
02-24-03 - -
02-22-03 - Faith
02-20-03 - Sorry for Neglecting the Journal
02-10-03 - You wasup baby, wanna be a mommy?!
02-07-03 - Good Mood
02-06-03 - I need space.
02-06-03 - I need space.
02-04-03 - The lack of "I love you"
02-03-03 - e. e. cummings poem
02-03-03 - -
02-01-03 - Not Very Happy
01-31-03 - Rest
01-30-03 - rash
01-28-03 - STRESS
01-26-03 - Drama
01-23-03 - He Makes Up Okay
01-21-03 - You're Beautiful
01-20-03 - The Honeymoon is Over
01-19-03 - I love him.
01-18-03 - Blah! AOL is a bitch
01-17-03 - Maybe this time I'll Win
01-14-03 - -
01-09-03 - Janell is the best roommate, Ever!!
01-07-03 - Old Friend, New BF
01-05-03 - Nice person?
01-04-03 - The long and winding road
01-03-03 - Chicken Shit
01-03-03 - -
01-01-03 - Happy New Years!
12-31-02 - Winter Semester sucks
12-28-02 - Living @ "Home" is UNHEALTHY
12-26-02 - Brief Update
12-24-02 - Poetry
12-24-02 - -
12-23-02 - -
12-20-02 - Heading Out
12-18-02 - Afraid
12-16-02 - Janell Can Live
12-16-02 - She fucking ruined our friendship
12-15-02 - Care
12-15-02 - Two Worlds
12-13-02 - Overwhelmed
12-09-02 - epiphany writes a lot of entries, meli doesn't
12-06-02 - messy roommate
12-01-02 - Boo, Ehh, Yay
11-29-02 - Passwords Forthcoming
11-27-02 - Back2Maryland
11-20-02 - -
11-20-02 - Happy Birthday Am
11-16-02 - Dad
11-13-02 - Lips poem
11-09-02 - Bumming/Depressed w/out Cause
11-06-02 - Depressed?
11-05-02 - 2 Much 2 Do
11-04-02 - Ummmk
11-01-02 - Intoxicating?
11-01-02 - Waiting for the Confrontation
10-28-02 - Date
10-27-02 - Making the Effort
10-26-02 - I have Game
10-23-02 - HeadAche
10-22-02 - -
10-16-02 - Irresponsible
10-13-02 - Weird Weekend
10-07-02 - test
10-06-02 - Danny!
10-04-02 - Acting Class Today Kicked Butt
10-03-02 - Foul Livin' (I'm Sorry Mama)
10-01-02 - Today Was a Good Day
09-29-02 - -
09-27-02 - I can't be depressed again
09-26-02 - College Life, Part 1
09-26-02 - I'm baaaaaaaack!
08-31-02 - Goodbye...for now. (Or The End most likely)
08-28-02 - another quickie
08-22-02 - Bittersweet Symphony (too many song references in this entry)
08-22-02 - Bittersweet Symphony (too many song references in this entry)
08-21-02 - babble
08-17-02 - calm
08-15-02 - BadDay
08-13-02 - Good
08-12-02 - The countdown began last week
08-11-02 - Spazz Moment
08-09-02 - It's A Good Thing that I don't Care
08-08-02 - boo lack of acceptance
08-04-02 - -
08-03-02 - awake so why not update
07-28-02 - Am actually wrote in her Diary
07-26-02 - rambles on top of rambles
07-26-02 - rambles on top of rambles
07-20-02 - argh, the sickness
07-18-02 - moo
07-17-02 - feeling sick
07-16-02 - blah...feeling sick sucks
07-11-02 - Shut the door
07-10-02 - Kvetching
07-09-02 - Scarlet O'Hara Style
07-07-02 - -
07-05-02 - working girl
07-04-02 - $100
07-03-02 - What's with the "Hello World" crap?!
06-29-02 - Introspective & Moody
06-28-02 - 7 weeks left
06-26-02 - Survey
06-26-02 - Good Day @ Work!
06-25-02 - day 2
06-24-02 - masturbating in class
06-23-02 - Nerves
06-21-02 - silly seals
06-20-02 - Limits Discovered
06-19-02 - Quizes 2
06-19-02 - Worries/Ewwww/Worries Again
06-19-02 - -
06-19-02 - Joblessness
06-19-02 - Happy B-day Spiderman!
06-16-02 - Grrrrrrrr
06-16-02 - Random 3
06-14-02 - Ten things
06-12-02 - ew, porn
06-11-02 - The Most Massive Woman Wins
06-11-02 - -
06-10-02 - Test1
06-10-02 - Hire me!
06-08-02 - MVA Unhappiness
06-07-02 - Thank You Emily!! :)
06-07-02 - Fucking Self-Involved
06-06-02 - I want to wake up in the city that never sleeps
06-05-02 - grad day
06-03-02 - The Distance to Here...
05-29-02 - almost over
05-28-02 - Boring Daily Life Type Entry
05-27-02 - Time to Say Goodbye
05-24-02 - Why?
05-23-02 - The *official* Prom Post
05-23-02 - Thank Goodness!!
05-23-02 - Lissa lied...
05-22-02 - Stressed to the point of Sickness
05-20-02 - Crying over War
05-20-02 - back
05-16-02 - -
05-13-02 - The Banquet was Nice
05-13-02 - bad day AGAIN
05-12-02 - Taft Prom-- How'd it go?! No ONE is online and it's too early to call!
05-10-02 - Now that I understand this Rife
05-09-02 - Test Results are In
05-09-02 - woe
05-07-02 - dramatic non-love life
05-06-02 - FUCK!
05-06-02 - Clinton's Mine...
05-05-02 - Term Papers Suck
05-03-02 - In need of Advice
05-02-02 - My feet hurt
05-01-02 - My mom must be going through Hell
04-30-02 - Being a Bum this Morning
04-29-02 - ::sigh::
04-28-02 - -
04-26-02 - Where's your head at?
04-25-02 - Randomness!!
04-24-02 - Pervert
04-20-02 - -
04-21-02 - Your Revolution
04-20-02 - Ramblings of a Happy, Calm Life
04-18-02 - Today is NOT my Day
04-17-02 - College Plans
04-14-02 - She's so lucky...
04-12-02 - Big Sigh of Relief (Things are good)
04-09-02 - lack of sleep, love SB and DST
04-08-02 - Banquet Update
04-06-02 - No News
04-04-02 - Eye Candy Boy
04-04-02 - Rudy
04-04-02 - Hardly Coherent ;-)
04-03-02 - The Day After
04-02-02 - Today is a good day
04-01-02 - Inferior Complex Evident (Diary/Politics/Prom)
04-01-02 - Drama Banquet Rant
03-28-02 - Spring Break Begins
2002-03-14 - Welcome!
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